Met a girl, thought she was grand
Fell in love found out first hand
Went well for a week or two
Then it all came unglued

In a trap, trip I can't grip
Never thought I'd be the one who'd slip
Then I started to realize
I was living one big lie

Chorus:

She fuckin' hates me
Trust
She fuckin' hates me
La la la love
I tried too hard
And she tore my feelings like I had none
And ripped them away

She was queen for about an hour
After that, shegot sour
She took all I ever had
No sign of guilt
No feelin' of bad
No

In a trap, trip I can't grip
Never thought I'd be the one who'd slip
Then I started to realize
I was living one big lie

Chorus

That's my story
As you see
Learned my lesson
And so did she
Now it's over
And I'm glad
Cause I'm a fool
For all I've said

Chorus

La la la la la la la la la love
Trust
La la la la la la la la la la
Just
La la la la la(and she tore my feelings like i had none, just)
La la la la
She fuckin' hates me

MY AUTOBIOGRAPHY

Prologue:

Where did you take your default pic?
in my dorm room

What exactly are you wearing right now?
gap jeans, my smoke free t shirt

What is your current problem?
finals

What makes you most happy?
at the moment: ocean, sunshine, and my miami babies

If you could go back in time and change something would you?
who knows? is it an option?

Name something obvious about you:
nose ring?

What's the name of the song that you're listening to?
proceed - the roots

Any celeb you would marry?
umm...

Somebody with the same birthday?
the guy who pierced my nose

Ever sang in front of a large audience?
chorus in middle school, and i suppose group numbers in babes in arms

What do you usually order from Starbucks?
latte

Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
britney spears (load of crap)
the girl from "my girl" when i was younger.

Do you still watch kiddy movies or kiddie TV shows?
hellz yeah

Do you speak any other languages?
spanish - ish

Have you ever ridden in a Hummer limo?
heheh go prom!

Has anyone you've been really close with passed away?
nope.

Do you ever watch MTV?
umm YEA

What's something that really annoys you?
hmm... not much. i suppose ppl singing loudly when they think theyre good and theyre not.

Middle name: Suzanna. bleh.

Nickname(s): loggs, logs, logie, loganberry

Current location: Oberholzer 89, my dorm room

Eye color:
blue, grey, green

Chapter 2:

Do you live with your parents:
sort of. when im home.

Do you get along with your parents:
yea

Are your parents married/separated/divorced:
married

Do you have any siblings:
yep and older sister, and an older brother


Chapter 3: Favorites



Ice cream flavor: cookie dough

Season: summer

Shampoo/conditioner: dont really have one


Chapter 4: Do you?

Sing in the shower: rarely. though i was caught once. people shouldnt break into my house. heheh.

write on your hand: often

Call people back: yea

Believe in love: .... not sure.

Sleep on a certain side of the bed: not really.

Have any bad habits: everyone does.



Chapter 5: Have You Ever

Broken a bone: no

Gotten stitches: yep

Taken painkillers: yep

Gone SCUBA diving: actually yes. once. but im not certified.

Been stung by a bee: i think so...?

Thrown up in a restaurant: no

Sworn in front of your parents: yep

Had detention: hahah... oh so many.

Been sent to the principal's office: yep

Been called a hoe: have i ever? hehe.



Chaper 6: Who/What was the last

Person to text you? rachel

What did it say: "yo whats up with matts concert tonight?"

Person to call you: Shoshi

Person you hugged: Rachel

Person you tackled? probably matt... not really sure.

Thing you touched: computer... weird question.

Thing you ate: ice cream.

Thing you drank: diet pepsi. that dont have coke at school.

Thing you said: "if it makes you feel any better he thinks he did a shitty job anyway."

will somebody please explain why i need a sweater to go outside in the middle of may?!?!

oh miami, how i miss thee and thy warm summers and sunshine.

3 weeks.. just keep counting.

just thought id add a picture... LOVE YOU!!!

http://www.GlitterMaker.com/ - Glitter Graphics

http://www.GlitterMaker.com/ - Glitter Graphics


http://www.GlitterMaker.com/ - Glitter Graphics


http://www.GlitterMaker.com/ - Glitter Graphics

hmm life. puppies and kitties, and shit.

why is there not enough room in the cemetary for actual bodies?

some explain.

dont walk down a highway barefoot.

or eat rotten cheesecake. (didnt do that but it doesnt sound like a good idea)

these are todays rules.

have fun playing the game.

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*edit: jklol I LOVE YOU MY DEAREST MARMY!

1. INITIALS: LSM
2. DO YOU KNOW SOMEONE WITH THE SAME BIRTHDAY AS YOU: the guy who pierced my nose. he was awesome. he had spikes in his face.
3. FAVORITE FRUIT?: bananas or oranges
4. FOR OR AGAINST SAME SEX MARRIAGES: For
5. ARE YOU ALLERGIC TO ANYTHING: oh am i? all antibiotics cept one and mango trees
6. ARE YOU BISEXUAL: no
7. HAVE YOU EVER SLEPT IN SOMEONE ELSE'S CLOTHES: yep
8. HOW MANY U.S. STATES HAVE YOU BEEN TO: 10ish
9. HOW MANY U.S. STATES HAVE YOU LIVED IN: 2 FL and NY
10. HAVE YOU EVER LIVED OUTSIDE THE U.S.: for 3 wonderful weeks this summer!
11. NAME SOMETHING PHYSICAL YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF: my hair, sometimes
12. SOMETHING NON-PHYSICAL YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF: can i copy jessi? laughter and lack of stress
13. ANY ANIMALS?: dos perros and hopefully a snake at some point
14. WHAT IS YOUR DREAM CAR: Jeep. im not that cool.
15. IF YOU COULD GO ANYWHERE IN THE WORLD, WHERE WOULD YOU GO: japan at the moment, also paris, and new zealand, the list continues its rather long
16. ARE YOU BIPOLAR: nope but i dont like this question
17. WHAT DREAM CAR DO YOU WANT YOUR HUSBAND/WIFE TO DRIVE: I don't care
18. WHERE WOULD YOU WANT TO GO ON A FIRST DATE: i dont know
19. WOULD YOU DATE THE PERSON THAT POSTED THIS: jessi ummm if i liked girls than sure
20. HAS ANYONE EVER SANG OR PLAYED FOR YOU PERSONALLY: yep
21. EVER BEEN KISSED UNDER FIREWORKS: umm dont think so
22. DO YOU LIKE PRESIDENT BUSH: FUCK NO
23. HAVE YOU EVER BUNGEE JUMPED: no but i wanna
24. HAVE YOU EVER WHITE WATER RAFTED: yes!
25. HAS ANYONE TEN YEARS OLDER HIT ON YOU: oh vienna, and yes.
26. ARE YOU RACIST: no..
27. WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW: stacen is singing hello mother hello father...
28. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE SONG AT THE MOMENT: sooo many. ummm im a big fan of everclear- black jesus.
29. WHAT WAS THE LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED: Goodbye Lenin
30. WHERE WAS THE LAST PLACE YOU WENT BESIDES YOUR HOUSE: my dorm? if that doesnt cout then Kline.
31. HAVE YOU EVER SERIOUSLY DAMAGED SOMEONE ELSE'S PROPERTY: hells yeah car accidents suck
32. HAVE YOU EVER HIT SOMEONE OF THE OPPOSiTE SEX: yea..
33. WHAT'S THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX: ummm im not entirely sure... face? hair?
34. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE BODY PART ON THE OPPOSITE SEX: back.
35. WHAT DO YOU USUALLY ORDER FROM STARBUCKS: latte. mmmmm i miss starbucks coffee...... mmmm..... why do i live in butt-fuck
36. SAY SOMETHING TOTALLY RANDOM ABOUT YOURSELF: ummm i'm obsessed with pink dolphins. they are real no matter what matt says.
37. DO YOU HAVE AN iPOD: Yes
38. HAS ANYONE EVER TOLD YOU, YOU LOOK LIKE A CELEBRITY: my house keeper like to say i look like britney spears. endlessly amusing. esp when i have on big sunglasses. and a few others i think..
40. ARE YOU COMFORTABLE WiTH YOUR HEIGHT: i like it actually
41. WHAT IS YOUR DREAM DATE: i dont honestly know
42. HOW TALL ARE YOU: 5' 7
43. DO YOU SPEAK ANY OTHER LANGUAGE BESIDES ENGLISH: Espanol and hopefully french in the future
44. HAVE YOU EVER RIDDEN IN A LIMO: yep birthdays and PROM
45. HAS ANYONE YOU WERE REALLY CLOSE TO PASSED AWAY: sort of..
48. WHAT'S SOMETHING THAT REALLY ANNOYS YOU: upspeak and pretention
50. DO YOU LIKE MICHAEL JACKSON: no not really
51. HAVE YOU EVER SURFED: yep. in hawii it was fun. not spectacular.
52. DO YOU KNOW HOW TO PUMP GAS: umm YEA. people from new jersey dont. they fail.
53. DO YOU DRIVE: yessir
54. WHAT'S THE LATEST YOU'VE EVER STAYED OUT: who knows... sometime after sunrise
55. HAVE YOU EVER HONESTLY THOUGHT YOU WERE GOING TO DIE: yes. more than once. once that i remember clearly.
56. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN RUSHED INTO THE EMERGENCY ROOM: hells yea
57. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN DARED TO DO SOMETHING YOU DIDN'T WANT TO DO: yea. i did it anyway. lets just be honest here.
58. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE STATE TO LIVE IN: i'm undecided
59. WHATS YOUR HAIR COLOR: brown
60. WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES: blueyellowgreenbrown
61. DO YOU HAVE ANY SPECIAL TALENTS: many actually im an odd cookie. and really flexible.
62. FAVORITE NON-ALCOHOLIC DRINK: mmm chocolate milk and diet coke and oj.
63. FAVORITE CITY: NYC or paris or miami or marbella..
64. HAVE YOU EVER RIDDEN A MECHANICAL BULL: no but wanna
65. WHO DO YOU LIVE WITH?: IRENE!!!!!!!!!! also known as bean.. a preferable name if i do say so myself.

i am currently skipping class because i woke up and fell over becuase my entire room was spinning, and i cant breathe, or stop coughing. then my nose ring fell out and i am incapable of putting it back in, and then i cut a huge gash in my hand with a pair of scissors which burns like no other.

i am taking this wonderful opportunity to tell you all that i think something was sincerely wrong with the world on saturday night.

we'll start with random facts from people i know: im trying not to compromise anyones privacy but lets just say one friend got really ill, and one friend got really really ill, another friend sent his friend to the emergency room for going temporrarilly insane, another friend had bad encounters with a boy and now needs a restraining order, another friend slept with one of her firends friends whom she barely knew, several friends got drunk for the first time and not in a good way, and one person had a terrible birthday, etc, etc, etc.

so yes i am still kind of waiting for the sky to fall.

and me and jose cuervo are in a fight.